18: Jess Hagemann and the Whole Body

Jess Hagemann is an author, biographer, ghostwriter, editor, and journalist residing in Austin, Texas. We spoke about her new book, Headcheese, and the condition afflicting her many characters: amputation related desires either fetishized or as a result of body integrity identity disorder (BIID). She talks about researching and writing her characters and what she learned in the process.


I think Rule 34 is the fetish rule I mentioned, but there is no good source on this!

Chris Panatier (Headcheese illustrator mentioned in the interview)

The study I mentioned in my interview about increased weight bias (notably “implicit attitudes toward overweight individuals even showed a slight shift toward increased bias over time”) and a Washington Post article that mentions the study

17: Michelle Allison and the Hungry Mortal Body

Michelle Allison, also known as The Fat Nutritionist, is a registered dietician based in Canada. She helps people work through various dietary and nutrition needs. I started following her years ago because the name “The Fat Nutritionist” caught my eye. Michelle’s work interests me for a number of reasons, and one of the fascinations we share is with death denial and the prevalence with which mortality salience influences our decisions not only with regard to nutrition, but to how we understand ourselves and each other. Topics we cover: mortality salience, fatness, food as poison, food as medicine, the tendency to prescribe individual consumer solutions to systemic, corporate problems. I loved talking with Michelle and hope you enjoy the conversation. I apologize in advance for the audio quality on my end — it seems the Skype recorder did a much better job of recording her end of the conversation and there are moments when it is hard to hear me!

Atlantic article by Michelle Allison: Eating Toward Immortality: Diet culture is just another way of dealing with the fear of death

Mentioned by Michelle, an article detailing a comprehensive dieting study that determined health outcomes with weight loss were not that significant: Is Dieting Worth the Trouble? by diet researchers A. Janet Tomiyama, Britt Ahlstrom, and Traci Mann

Mentioned by Michelle, a book that was formative for her, Losing It: False Hopes and Fat Profits in the Diet Industry by Laura Fraser

Book I mention: Natural Causes: An Epidemic of Wellness, the Certainty of Dying, and Killing Ourselves to Live Longer by Barbara Ehrenreich

16: Brian Eley’s embodied awareness

Musician, producer, DJ, and dancer Brian Eley joins The BodPod to discuss many aspects of their bodily experience: dancing, body awareness, the intersection of mental and physical health, sex positivity and sex anxieties, the performative body, gender identity (and thus, naturally, masculinity and femininity), sexting, dick pics, eating disorders, HSV2, and how we should tend to all of our orifices. Brian, who uses they/them pronouns*, holds nothing back in this frank discussion of their body. Brian raps under the name Brian is Ze and produces and DJs under the name Queermo. You can check out their work at https://brianisze.bandcamp.com/.

You can read press reviews of Brian’s work at Outsmart Magazine and Houston Press.

*EDIT: There’s a part in the middle of my introduction where I misgender Brian as a “he.” While I could take this episode down and re-upload a corrected version, I think it’s important to call this out when it happens and own up to these mistakes while using it as an opportunity to learn. There is no excuse for this sort of error. It is easy to refer to people as the gender in which they identify. This error underscores how deeply ingrained the gender binary is in our brains and how we have certain defaults we fall into when speaking of others. Transformations of consciousness can only occur with conscious efforts. I can only hope the mistake will help people be more aware of the way they use language when addressing the identities of others, and the respect we give each other in honoring their identities. I clearly have more work to do with regard to deconstructing binaries in a way that becomes a new default. The BodPod regrets the mistake.

The BodPod Awarded Best NSFW Podcast by the Austin Chronicle!


Absolutely thrilled and delighted that this humble little podcast has caught the interest and praise of the Austin Chronicle. A photographer dropped by earlier in the week, but told me she didn’t know the specifics of the assignment. I couldn’t have imagined that it was for this. Thanks to everyone who has agreed to be interviewed for this project and supported it. It motivates and inspires me to continue collecting a variety of stories in all of their bodily glory.


15: Julie Minich and health’s collective responsibility

In this conversation with Assistant Professor of English at UT Austin Julie Minich, we discuss categories of disability, how the concept of health affects bodies, especially “irresponsible” or “deviant” ones; citizenship; obesity; flaws in the health care system; health surveillance; the myth of “choosing” your health; the myth of human perfectability; and the collective responsibility of health. Julie is currently working on a book that discusses these issues and more. She is the author of Accessible Citizenships: Disability, Nation, and the Cultural Politics of Greater Mexico (Temple University Press, 2014).

Episode Fourteen: Double Dick Dude aka “Clark”

In this episode, I talk with Double Dick Dude, who now goes by “Clark,” about his two penises, his life since coming out on Reddit in January 2014, his new book, his butt, body positivity, representation of bodies, and many other topics. Clark was a joy to interview and holds nothing back when discussing his body. Be sure to check out my piece about him for the Daily Dot. You can purchase his first book here, and you can follow him on Tumblr and Twitter (NSFW images included on these pages). I’ve also posted the op-ed he reads aloud (about an episode of 2 Broke Girls that featured a character with two penises), and you can get read that here.

Clark aka Double Dick Dude’s Response to 2 Broke Girls’ Diphallia Representation

In the past few years I’ve noticed that society in general has slowly begun to take steps towards showing compassion for people as well as fostering acceptance of differences in practically every possible circumstance. The trans-community is finally getting a voice, regardless if it’s Caitlyn Jenner’s voice or other trans-people standing up to say she doesn’t represent them. That’s simply one example of a minority who has been kept under lock and key that are finally getting a voice and a platform to give themselves an equal (and long over-due) opportunity to be represented. I don’t even need to go down the long list of individuals who live with differences in mental and physical capacities who are finally getting the fair treatment they were never afforded before. It’s not cool to call someone a ‘retard’ anymore. The long faded faces of the past who lived in “freak show” troupes as a means of survival have been so embraced by current pop culture that a hit television series was able to successfully dedicate an entire season representing a world very few (if anyone now) ever knew. Simply put, different isn’t weird anymore and weird isn’t an excuse to condemn. In many cases, weird is a cause to champion and lift-up. It’s not cool to refer to someone or something as ‘gay’ just because you don’t like it. It’s finally being recognized as offensive to use a term for sexual identity as a disparaging epithet. Celebrities from all avenues of fame have stood up and out for the victims of verbal and physical abuse. We have public service announcements for children, letting them know “It gets better.” Entertainment and pop culture, the veritable temperature of our society, is finally admitting that we’ve got to change how we treat other people. People have started listening, or so I thought.

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Episode Thirteen: Phil Ajjarapu

In this episode, I speak with teacher and musician Phil Ajjarapu. Phil has experienced a number of physical affronts to his body over the years including typhoid, a violent car-jacking, and a motorcycle accident that probably should have killed him. We touch on all of these – the car-jacking bit opens up our discussion to broader ideas about racism and I get a little riled up! We also discuss his career as a musician and teacher and the album he made after his accident. Phil currently lives in Portland, where he teaches music to grades K-8.

Austin American-Statesman article about Phil and his MoPac accident

Phil Ajjarapu: Sing Along Until You Feel Better on Spotify

Phil Ajjarapu: Sing Along Until You Feel Better on Bandcamp

Episode Eleven: Richard MacKinnon

In Episode Eleven, I talk with cyborg aficionado Richard MacKinnon. Richard is the founder of Borgfest, a festival and expo that celebrates and supports people interested in human augmentation, enhancement, body modification, and wearable technology. In graduate school, Richard studied political theory and identity in cyberspace, which led him to his interest in all things cyborg. We talk about how his personal experience as a queer Asian American affected his conception of the term; how the cyborg label could be used to define many aspects of the marriage of the human and the technological; how the film Ex Machina fulfills certain sci-fi tropes and applies to Richard’s conception of the cyborg; and how the sex industry could be affected by the evolution of technology. A provocative and insightful talk!

Video and article about kicking a robot dog

Episode Ten: Dr. Neville Hoad

In this tenth episode of The BodPod, I talk with Professor Neville Hoad. Neville is an associate professor of English and affiliated faculty with the Center for Women’s and Gender Studies, the Center for African and African American Studies, and the Bernard and Audre Rapoport Center for Human Rights and Justice at the University of Texas at Austin. He authored African Intimacies: Race, Homosexuality and Globalization (Minnesota, 2007) and co-edits (with Karen Martin and Graeme Reid) Sex & Politics in South Africa (Double Storey, 2005). Areas of research include African and Victorian literature, queer theory, and the history of sexuality.

We talk: growing up in apartheid South Africa, sexuality, gender, drag, exercise, the “truth” of the body, the aging body, the “butchiness” of Texas women.


African Intimacies: Race, Homosexuality and Globalization

Sex & Politics in South Africa